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Thursday, September 27,4:00 PM

RAUDHA((:

woohooo~!! i am crazy in class today. hahahahaha!! check out my artpiece. mission to get aaron pissed off SUCCESS. check out my beautiful artpiece people. jyeah!! woohooo~:

Tuesday, September 25,11:42 PM

RAUDHA((:

haha. only today tat i notice that ALOE was pregnant.! haha. i tot she was fat. SERIOUSLY. maybe coz it wasnt round enough and its 6mths. quite small. hehe.. anyways- she is strong for a pregnant lady. she could stand and squat etc~ went to city plaza with MARIE and JOHNNY today.

marie wanted to buy some clothes and johnny introduced us to tis place. weird but trust me the clothes are nice. more to blouse and dress jus like BUGIS. nicer too. haha. break fast by drinking green tea and tako yaki only tat i bought from the geylang bazaar near to PAYAR LEBAR MRT. marie and i had henna on our hands tooo~ LIKE NICE seyy. haha.! so influence by her to make use of the word like before each adjective. haha!

we then proceed to BUGIS and ate the tinks we bought. the journey there was SCARY. geylang and prostitute. argh! me and marie was hoping we could reach our destination fast. really. haha. anyways- marie had her hard keropok lekor. haha. saw her suffered thru eating it. haha.!

had dinner at 9 at the TONGSENG coffeeshop. slice fish soup with rice. yummy~!! NOT 'shoup' ok darling. haha. a man approached us and never wanted to leave till we buy his 4 for a dollar tissue paper.

ok so laughter was over. now lets cry. reached home at 10:40. i was stupid. i waited for a bus which has ended its service like hours ago. waited for like 1/2 hour then i realised that. heesh. anyways... i was on the phone with him at that time and he called his mom rite after to help me to call for a cab back hm. guess wat? mercedes benz. haha. thanks yusman. LOVES<3

Sunday, September 23,12:21 PM

YUSMAN(:

Wah.... its been a few days since i post a blog hehehe.... ok well tis week i bookout on friday... yipee im so happy coz i get to meet my sayang hehehe =P so i met her @ RP and we took a cab to my home... raudha will break fast @ my home with me and my family hehehe.... so for our breaking fast my mum cook spaghetti yeah2!!! its been a long time since i had that...

ok after that i send her home not by car but by bus hehehe... coz she insist on taking a bus... den for sat outing me and my parents fetch raudha @ 3 pm and after that we went to geylang to find my matching baju kurong... tis yr i'll be wearing same colour with raudha hehehe everything must be the same soo romantic hehehe... ok after finding my baju kurong den we find food for my family to break their fast later... den we proceed to sent them back home...

so me n raudha proceed to jurong point to break our fast... we bought takoyaki and japanese noodles named yaki udon... and a super biggulp... so we eat in the car coz the banquet was full... and after that as usual...... our routine hehehe =P yesterday was a very hot and romantic time we had together hehehe u noe i noe lah.... bluek... =P

by the way u..... i need u sey.... i need u so badly..... hehehe...

ok guys todae i'll be bookin in @ 9 pm.... haiz... i miss u soo much sayang..... love u....

aite take care guys... me.sayang.raudha <3

RAUDHA((:

spent the whole day at home doing the laundry and ironing tthe huge pile of clothes. nothing that interesting to talk bout. jeez~ except for going to religious class this morn where we laugh so hard over some words in 'bahasa arab' lesson... haha. 'like' funny!

and so SUFFIAN has declared that he wanted to change his name to MAISARAH. haha. seems funny huh?? but in arab tats a guy name. BELIEVE IT OR NOT!! but in tis days.. people jus have the wrong perception of name. haha!!

saying bout names- i would like to make it clear here that my name is pronounce as 'RAU-DHA' not 'RAUD-HA'. understand ppl?? so if u read tis blog post and u still pronounce it wrongly- U NEED A SMACK ON HEAD!!! argh~!

Friday, September 21,10:50 PM

RAUDHA((:

happy day!! coz its a friday!! TGIF.!! haha... meaning he wil be back and i can meet him. he offered me to eat at his place tonite to break fast-- i was like... gd tink and bad tink. of course the gd tink i can meet him. bad tink... NABEEL! walao!! he sibei irritating la! haha

Thursday, September 20,9:37 PM

RAUDHA((:

module: [A112-3-W45Q-A] Computing and Mathematical Methods II.

the faci didnt reshuffle our team like it was shown in LEO thus we remain in our seats. i sat with the girls that sat with me in the morning when they come in... but i like!!- they are a fun batch of people. with the help of many ppt from other classes- haha!! it help us to find the solution fast. CHEAT sia!! :P

we were slacking during 2nd breakout and we talk bout many things. i was crazy on tat day and i made the cover of my labtop as a hat. my class then label me: WITCH! haha!

this is a pic we took in the toilet during the 2nd breakout. edited by ADELYN using photoshop:

walao...! i moved my hand. i damn ugly la. i am fat. futhermore- i closed my eyes!! jeez.. SO UGLY):

Wednesday, September 19,10:25 PM

RAUDHA((:

u may tink tat i am quite a psycho. SCHOOL.SCHOOL.SCHOOL. all my blog post for the last two days of the weeks was bout school. but i am trying to adapt to a new class see so i wan to share the experince la.. got harm meh? haha!!

read it or leave it ok. its ur choice.

so- today: CONTEMPORARY ISSUES IN CULTURE AND AESTHETICS. the topic was on SUPERSTITIONS. haha. i got to say- everyone is superstitious. dun say no. one day or another u will realise u are. no matter how small it is or how general it is. u are superstitious everyday. believe it. went to do more research on this topic and found interesting superstitions.

i find the list bout the PREGNANCY AND BABY SUPERSTITIONS the most interesting. do take it to consideration future moms.. or should i say all GIRLS:

A broom sweeps away the bad luck and evil spells that cause infertility. (Voodoo)
If a woman puts two spoons in her saucer, she'll have ginger twins. (UK)
If children pile cabbage stalks around the doors and windows of the house on Halloween, the fairies will bring them a new brother or sister. (Scotland)
The baby will be born with a fish-head if the mother doesn't give in to her craving to eat fish. (French Canada)
If a mother wears high heels during pregnancy, her baby will become cross-eyed. (Guyana)
A mother should throw salt three times behind herself shortly before her 'Due Date' in order to ease her labour. (UK)
A babysitter must never clean their teeth while they're sitting. (India)
If three drops of water are given to a baby before he's baptised, he'll answer the first three questions put to him. (Ireland)
Never tickle a baby's feet or you'll make him stutter. (UK)
When you see baby's first tooth, immediately box his ear, and he'll cut the rest of his teeth quicker. (Germany)

these are just some la but the best i found would be:

Yellow Underwear is good luck.

so people- start to invest money in yellow underwear for it wil bring u luck. believe it or not. haha!!

Tuesday, September 18,10:20 PM

RAUDHA((:

2nd day.. was actually looking forward to go to skool coz today’s science is BIOLOGY. The moment the faci step into class- I was like ok la… she look sweet. she's from CHINA. should be those type of friendly faci and it was.! Was so happy coz science its hard to score la…a lenient should be ok to bring my grades to at least a pass. Haha.. jyeah!!

But the cell topic disappoints me… jeez! It was more than I tot it would be. Cant even participate in class discussion. Luckily.. a missing guy: GABRIEL turn up during 1st breakout. He was from MI lorr. He took pure BIOLOGY lorr. wah… HE REALLY SAVE ME. My group was actually depending on me quite a bit for sum kind of declaration if the facts are true although they did put in their effort to solve sum questions.

Thanks to MARIE for the mental support of not ever to give up. she is noisy but it was godness sake la. Haha. she broke the silence and brought the class together! hee~!

Monday, September 17,9:51 PM

RAUDHA((:

reach skool damn early today for the first day of semester2. haha. its also the first time i would be fasting in poly.. not too bad. can 'tahan' la. hehe. took 902 from woodlands interchage to RP coz the main reason was tat shiying was ‘LAME’. As in the real ‘LAME’—limping all the way. a fan feel on her foot and it was swollen. Haha. still she attend skool early in the morn to accompany me.. rite? haha!!

for the first time- a malay faci. SUHAILA JAMAT. she look damn familiar but i cant recall who. haha. bad news was- first day: ENTERPRISE. walao eh.... was not productive lorr. BRAIN DEAD liao. still in holiday mood. haha. i wan my bed and my smelly pillow la can?

was in a team with adelyn, JG and one guy i cant recall the name. only me, adelyn and JG did the work. the guy was way too quiet. and guess wat the guy 'SABOH' me- first day: I AM APPOINTED AS THE LEADER. wah.. sian.! i tried my best to get the guy into our dicussion but he just aint interested. so- i let him be lorr. dun wan force people. and ADE was the scribe... tats the most taxing role lorr. need do all recording of notes.

the most stupid mistake i made was when after ADELYN add me on msn- i tot it was ADERLENE from w26c and i brought up old stories. she was lost and start asking me wat I was talking bout. I burst into laughter and scold myself.. SILLY ME!!.. it was ADELYN not ADERLENE!!

Sunday, September 16,4:24 PM

RAUDHA((:

oh no. we just realised last nite tat he left his MP4 in my bag. sorry. i shall take care of it well till the next time we meet k. i shall make dumbo hugg it all the time.

was in religious class tis morn when he msg me when was my break.. i said since it was the fasting mth. there was no break and then he replied tat he is going to my grandma hm. i was totally shocked and called him immediately after class. he wanted to give sum stuff to my grandma for break fast later.

i cant help it but to tink tat he is jus lying to me. he dun even dare to step in front of my grandma hm when she calls. i pulled him over la. but he picked up the courage to sent those stuff to my grandma hm today. totally impressed. thank u.! i am saying it on behalf of her again. haha. he said he wanted to 'amek hati' my grandma. haha. for wat yusman? to marry me?? silly u.. i am still young to tink of tat. and ur mom said wat?? "skool adik.. skool"

thank u so much. tat was sooo very sweet of u. today is sunday- u have to go back once again. time is so short and i miss u so much. hmmm... take care k. as wat i posted yesterday.. dun scare me again by saying tat u were going to faint. luv u so much syg. hehe. its so hard for me to use tat word.. i wan to puke now.. haha! me sayang yusman<3

Saturday, September 15,10:34 PM

YUSMAN(:

hello guyz...

ok todae woke up @ 4am in the mornin for my sahur... haiz... so lazy to wake up hehehe... den i ate rice with a few dishes... after eating i wen back to sleep woohoo sop sleepy leh.. haha ok next i woke up @ 730am took a bath and get ready to go out coz i need to send my grandma for monthly checkup @ woodlands polyclinic... so we went to woodlands... then from there my mum went to the clinic wit my grandma wherelse me n my dad went to bukit panjang to pass sum things to my cousins...

after tat we went back to woodlands n go for rounding... nnn... guess wat... i show my dad where raudha is skooling hehehe so we went to RP (republic poly) hehehe... wah the public carpark was damn big but damn wat the hell... we need to pay fer it its not free haiya.... hehehe hmm so wen im on leave in oct raudha can giv me a tour in RP hehehe =P ok after that we went to beach road... coz i nid to buy sum army stuff.... and after that we went home....

so in the evening @ about 430 i went out to fetch raudha from her cousins den went to her grandma house to take her bags... n after that we proceed to causeway point... coz we wanna go n see the bazaar ramadhan there... apoint reaching there we went straight to the bazaar... we walk around looking for food... but in the end we can't decide wat to buy hehehe... so we juz buy 2 ramli burger and we decide to break our fast @ banquet... so we went there n sat there thinking wat to eat... @ last we decide to eat chicken rice... so wen the time has come to break our fast we were so happy hehehe i could finish the chicken rice for 5 mins hehehe soo damn hungry... but then the chilli was so damn spicy it burn my tongue hehehe...

and after that we juz spend our time together @ sumwhere else hehehe u noe i noe aite... i had fun last nite... with all those nutella and cotton candy thingy hehehe.. yumyum... =P its a very2 passionate one hehehe... i wont forget yesterdae.. its a very memorable one... den @ 830++ we had to go coz i nid to send her home... then as usual b4 she go we kiss n hug hehehe... haiz... i miss u soo much syg....

ok here's a lyrics about me n u.... its from a band name 12 stones title it was you...

It was you
That showed me who I am
And taught me how to stand
For what I know is real

ok guys i gtg see ya guys arnd aite.... n for my syg.... i luv u i miss u sooo much... muackz.... hehehe

dun forget to plan our future aite hehehe =P

RAUDHA((:

and so watever time i spent with yusman yesterday was being said except tat in the morn rather than spending my day out i did lots of housework++ it was the fasting mth= DAMN TIRED!!!

almost felt like fainting. but at a point of time. i stop and decided to go back to sleep.... i need to rest.. who wouldnt get tired after washing both toilets, ironing a huge pile of clothes and lots more in a short period of time. my mom task me to do those tinks before she gets hm at 2. after rushing thru she said she wil be late. bout 4. then later she changed the timing yet again. 5. hmm... shouldnt have rush thru it.

anyways- i still have yet to finish up many other housework... tats it for now. gd nite. miss u lots. shall wait for u yet again in the main island of singapore k. do take care. if u really cant stand it- the gd way is to break ur fast rather than fainting k.. u made me so worried. dun do tat again k. luv u so much dearest. me sayang yusman<3

Wednesday, September 12,11:51 AM

RAUDHA((:

miss yusman so much today... jus can't control those emotions. broke down and cried. even when he called- i talked to him in a harsh way. nvr would i imagine i could do tat. i jus can't continue on our conversation thus i find several excuses not to talk to him. the more i talk to him- the more i feel like crying. the more i feel like not wanting to put down the phone. i jus have to control myself till friday or saturday. i have to. i must. as for this afternoon- i told him i wont be able to pick up his phone call tonite due to several reason... i'm sorry to make u so worried. its not tat i hate u [i will NEVER hate anyone in my life unless they really hurt me tat bad] but i have to learn more bout tis sacrifice. i have never wait for someone so long in my life before and thruout all- u are the best i ever had. i dun mind waiting but i learnt tat waiting and doing nutink at all is hard. really hard. i am counting on every single second tat goes by='(

remember our code: if its harder on u. its even harder on me..

HERE IS THE REPLY FROM SHIYING THAT SHE INCLUDE IN HER BLOG AS WHAT I POSTED ON MY BLOG YESTERDAY:

**if you actually strained ur eyes to read tat- i must say u did not explore our blog fully. see the link?? there is a link to her blog.. jeez. haha!!

Tuesday, September 11,8:01 AM

RAUDHA((:

on tis blog post i shall not talk bout my love life no more coz it seems that my stories has upset sum people i knew. the people i lable FRIENDS. i tresure them and no matter what i wont forget u guys. i wont neglect frens for love.... i promise tat.

to shiying:
i do miss u. jus because i have him- it doesnt mean i leave u behind totally and u are not the one i miss anymore. its just tat u have been busy with work and i find it hard for us to go out tat frequent again.. the least we could do is to catch up every morning on the way to school/during breakouts/after school. since its the term break now-- we could catch up a bit more and its a gd tink tat u took a long break from work... u need a break. i'm sorry tat i made u upset by posting those pics up on my blog. jus so u know- i still do care bout u. i have considered FRIENDS FOREVER. u made it possible between me and u... thank u very much.

u guys made me realised tat yesterday that LOVE ISNT EVERYTINK in this world. FRIENDS and FRIENDSHIP do matter too. I'M SORRY THAT I AM TOO LATE TO REALISE TAT. dun be too upset not being in a relationship k. i am always there for u guys.. feel free to share ur stories with me anytime/anywhere. take care guys... from here i quote a part of the lyrics from a song:

AKON LYRICS

"Sorry, Blame It On Me"

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility

I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done

And things that have not occurred yet

And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

Monday, September 10,9:35 PM

RAUDHA((:

i cant breathe.!! if they keep on burning all nite long. not to say they cant perform any religious practices or such but i tink that tis time my asthma attack would come back. i keep on panting like a dog- breathing from my mouth. i hope i can survive thru all nite. praying thru it...

i would really wish for a inhaler rite now- i like using tat la. dunno why. but my breathing is the best when i smack tat tink on my face. i also like to blow into it and tink tat i was a dragon from a faraway land. ***king childish- i noe. cant be blame. i am tis way. a supposed 18yr old young adult acting with a 12 yr old brain. muahahaha!!!

for now i shall wear a mask using a handkerchief jus like those riders on a motorbike. hehe.. do not mistaken me a burglar tat is trying to sneek into ur home. with me around-- my FAJAR neighbourhood would be save. for i am RAUDHA 'possible' with my sidekick DUMBO junior 'unstoppable'!! we are here to fight crime for we are made up of sugar and spice and everytink nice.!! gd nite people...!! hehe and u too darl yusman. hee~(:

Sunday, September 9,3:22 PM

RAUDHA((:

had a bad day today. i dun tink i need to share it here. but since its a blog and many wants me to update- i shall post sumtink though.

anyways- wanted to thank yusman for being there for me yesterday. if it werent for u- i would probably be rotten out crying the whole day. NON-STOP. even when i am out shopping at geylang with my family and cousins. tats how bad the situation is. whenever u called- i cried coz i am greatful to god tat i found u.

i would also like to apologise for making u so worried and getting u into my problems which seems like a burden coz u are booking in today and rather than helping u to have a clear mind when u go- i made tinks worse for u. i feel really bad on tis. i shall not do it again the next time. i will keep my problems to myself and let it rot within me. i am truly sorry. i hope u would forgive me.

thing doesnt always go the way u want it and tats wat i learnt today. they may be the party tat made u upset but they wont bother if u cry till ur eyes are all dried up. clear ur own mind and tink of ur own plans for u r future... but wats the future when u dun share ur expectations of me?? what shud i do?? wat even the next step tat i shud take?? if i take my own way- would be satisfied enough?? wat do u wan from me actually?? tell me!!! i have waited for years. i suffer as a teen and now being a adult means nutink much to me....

Saturday, September 8,10:11 AM

RAUDHA((:

as per normal outing with yusman today and for once i he asked me to go to LJS for breakfast. BLACK IS THE THEME OF THE DAY!! haha- i knew he like it since the first day i brought him there and as per normal- he had his chicken sandwhich. haha!!

after which- we head to west mall coz tat was the nearest ENGWAH cinema. i had to use my voucher bfore it expires next mth. and so we watch Ratatouille or better pronounce as 'Rat-a-too-ee'.. it was a great show. luv watching it especially with him. the show had many kissing scenes and he wanted jus tat when we were watching it. we did after the show but the lites were switch on and eventually we stopped. haha!

everyone who came in brought their kids and so he said he wanted to pick up 'our' kids at his mom place. like real. i beat him on the hand. tat tot of us getting married and having kids were always on his mind. heesh~

went to mount faber rite after and we jus sat on the bench for hours killing time before i head home.. as per normal- he asked for a kiss and we did jus tat. here are sum pics of us and himself there:

the slimmer him with those sore eyes. do get well soon k

and then he grab me insisting me to get a pic with him

tats us la.. haha(:

soon we felt really hungry- i did asked him earlier and he insisted he was not hungry at all. but later he admit he was really hungry. we went to MCd drive-thru at west coast. went to eat at a void deck in BP not far away from my blog. otw there[in the car]- the radio played "WAIT FOR YOU" by Elliot Yamin and i took a video to tat:

will be uploaded later

we took pics again soon after we ate all our food:

he kiss my eyes!! hehe(:

he look like he cried. aww..

and then we discovered sumtink called self-timer. silly me!!

he suggested tat. i didnt intend to bully dumbo- his junior!! hehe. cute though.pity dumbo junior.

stupid silly faces suggested by me. wonder wat he's doing. cute. hee~

the last kiss i gave him for the day. miss u darling. so very much. will be waiting patiently for u here on the main island of singapore. luv u lots. me sayang yusman lots too. hehe((:

Friday, September 7,11:33 PM

RAUDHA((:

went to yusman hm early tis morn to take the containers tat i filled lots of food with last week.. tat wasnt my only purpose of going to his hm. i wanted to visit him as he was given mc for 3days from NS... had sore eyes and he look pretty cute- as if he cried for 10 days. hehe.. jus like puss-in-boots!! i manage to take a pic of us. here it is:

rush home soon after tat at 1+ to let shiying into my home to bake cookies for our classmates later for our classBBQ. while she was doing jus tat- i bake his favourite blueberry muffins. haha-- lead him into webcam and actually showed him the whole process through i was baking and we kept on disturbing shiying 'mangkuk'. haha!! anyways- left the hm at 4+ and took 189 to clementi.. here are the pics of the class BBQ:

he pick me up soon after and we went to BP Plaza to buy his fav milkshake from MCd. anyways- later on he drove off to an area in BP. i forgot wat we did. he sent me hm rite after tat.. gd nite syg.! gd nite guys- had GREAT fun today.. do meet uo again next time(:

Monday, September 3,9:28 PM

RAUDHA((:

i'm back!! hellooor everyone. i miss singapore so very much. the clean and green city. I LUV SINGAPORE!! hehe(:

and the people i miss most would be-- my dearest yusman. rauzha[coz she was left in spore to attend a class] and shiying[dun say u are not in my miss list]..

anyways-- i am too tired to post BLOG today anyways-- shall post the pics i took during my trip to KL tmr alrite. the most not exciting holiday ever-- coz i dun get to talk to yusman and hear his sweets words and sweet voice tat nvr fail to make my day.... *sobs**

Sunday, September 2,11:17 AM

YUSMAN(:

i woke up @ 6 am where raudha gave me a morning call... todae she will be off to KL for holidae im soo sad... coz i can't spend my weekends with her... =(( den we had our last call before she went off... have a safe journey ok syg... i'll alwaes pray fer your safety...

todae eagle coy need to go for an excursion @ Singapore Discovery Center... so we have to be there and strength accounted for by 9 am... so i went out at 730 am and start my car n drove off to jurong east interchange to pickup my bunkmates azman and farhan....

damn farhan is so damn late man... but at last he reached @ 8+ so we speed off to the SDC and reach there at about 835... park my car at the arena... den walk to the sdc... so at 9 am we fall in... and from there the tour guides take over n guide us around the sdc... we learn bout singapore... and had fun playing many types of cool games... their animated video is soo freaking cool... hehehe so the tour ends at 12...

from there we proceed to jurong point... den can u imagine 5 fat squad guys sitting in my car... n my car was like a low rider... very dangerous coz im scared that if my tires hit the fender too much it will blow... so i drive @ a speed of 40km/h its so damn slow n lame even a old scooter can over take me...

after that i drop them off at taxi stand n i proceed to the parking lot to park my car... so we went to banquet for our lunch... haikal, farhan and remmy its like craving for food where their plates are full of stuff pilling up... hahaha like mount faber hehehe... where else i n azman had a small portion of food... and other people including me n azman were shock to see their food hehehe...

den i went home to fetch my mum n grandma after that we proceed to NUH to visit my cousin who was juz gone out of the operation room... she suffered from appendix... but she's doin well... hehehe no worrys aite tantyana we will pray fer ur recovery... get well soon...

after that we went to imm to meet my dad for dinner and so we ate our dinner at fish and co woohoo i've been cravng the seafood platter fer daes.... den we went home straight...

haiz... my saturdae has nvr been so boring like this she's not in town n im soo lonely...

as i sat in m room scrolling through our photo in my laptop and eating the blueberry muffin she made fer me... i juz broke down to tears coz i miss her soo badly... i was feeling soo down to the ground... juz 1 dae gone n im missing her like hell...

pictorial:

azman step cool hahaha