see my msn nick.. i am cursing for the reason shown above [i dun wish to go but i dun wish to explain either. argh!!]

i dun wish to go to KL. NO!!!! if my sis is allowed not to go. why not me? i rather stay with my grandma and spent the day with yusman on our per-usual saturday outing. if i cant meet him tis week- i have to wait next week. IN TOTAL: 2 weeks!! no way. 5 days is enough for the wait and worse still tat now is the term break-- its damn boring!!! at least when i am in skool i could waste tat time. now it seems tat i have been staring at the clock every min hoping it would move even faster. heesh!

recap a bit more on how yusman and i got to know each other during a call tis early afternoon. its a miracle how frenster could bring two souls together. its also such a coincidence how we are interrelated- a cousin of my schoolmate nabeel and a fren of shiying colleague shahrin[which i got to noe a few weeks before ONLY]

i am really glad i met him now tat i am totally out of contact with IRFAN. i could cry on another shoulder on how sucky my life is.. i jus hate it.! but now tat i met him- things started to change..... missed u lots=(